my story... my poem...

BRAVE GIRL...!!!

They call her a Brave Girl
One they had never seen or heard
She sees everything with different eyes
With a different view of the world.

They call her a Brave Girl
Who can stand up for herself
She might want you but never need you
So u keep your sympathy with yourself.

They call her a Brave Girl
Who could change anything she wants
She can screw you hard
With her teasing taunts.

They call her a Brave Girl
Who always got everything she wanted
She knows how to move on, solving
Every trouble by which she’s haunted.

They call her a Brave Girl
Blindly believing what she shows them on face
Though the genuine thoughts n feelings
Are hidden somewhere behind her grace.

BUT, Today…
The Bravery of this Brave Girl
Has disappeared somewhere
The realistic view of life
Has changed to fantasies everywhere.


Inside she feels like yelling, crying…
But, the tears refuse to fall
This suffocation is troubling her
N she feels abandoned by all.

She raises her hand
In prayer for someone to hold her back
Who could take her out of the Dark
N get her life back on track.

She keeps shouting, crying, pleading…
For just one to protect her…
Jut one out of the whole world…
Cuz she knows that if They lose her…
No one would ever find another BRAVE GIRL!!!
:(

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident."

-St. Augustine.

LAST EVENING...

The first completely abstract piece of work by my mind... or heart... whatever...
it took me longer than ever to write this one... n at last, i wrote womething which my heart wasnt really saying...
Last evening, while singing my song
reflecting upon my journey
the soft breeze touched me hard
as if trying to speak of someone's heart
it all felt silent
lyk the silence before the storm
the breeze brought along
the aroma of a heart
i forgot my song
n stood mesmerised
remembering the aroma
n trying to forget it at the same time...

just when the storm took over
n it all got blurred
but i still stood
suprised at the beauty
beauty of the storm
n lull of the silence preceeding...

just when the sky got clearer
n so did the view
when all i cud see
was a heart emerging
out of nowhere in front of me
taking over every beauty
i had till then seen
the heart was the same
whose aroma the breeze had brought
n it took away my soul with it
rendering worthless everything I had got!!!

HOLDING ON...

Nothing was ever
the way i wanted
the gurt i got was
beyond all measures
But, i kept holding on...

Itrusted lyk hell
and was betrayed again
i loved again
n gained more pain
But, i kept holding on...

I put my thrust
but failed again
the efforts i put
all went in vain
But, i kept holding on...

I tried working out
the things that were wrong
n more i ve tried
the worse it has gone
But, i kept holding on...

I tried to clear
the clouds that were grey
couldnt ignore
evrything they say
But, i kept holding on...

I wanted to trust again
with all my heart
but despite my efforts
it all fell apart
But, i kept holding on...

Eerything i do
still seems wrong
but to keep the faith alive
i keep snging my song
and
I KEEP HOLDING ON!!!

No i wont giv up, no i wont break down... sooner than it seems lyfs turnd around... n i wil be strong, evn if it all goes wrong...

when i m standing in the dark i still believe... that SOMEONE'S WATCHING OVER ME!!!

Dont know why but i m desperately feeling this urge to write something really good... till i cum up with it... i would like you all to read some of my poems... one of which is...

ONE DAY...

One day, i ll be free

free to run away

to wake my dreams

and to stand my way.

One day i ll be pure

pure to speak right from my heart

not to hurt you with my words

and to leave all bygone things apart.

One day i ll be true

true not just to everyone but to me

to look at the inside of everything

and not just believe what i hear or see.

One day i ll be laughing

laughing to hide my tears

to hide the pain in my heart

that i would have gone through in the past years.

One day i ll be enjoying

enjoying the life of my own

just by trying to make everyone smile

no matter whether i am or not known.

One day i ll be happy

happy to be what i ll be

to do all the things i want

n to see the world as i wanna see.

One day i ll be living

living all the colors of my lyf

a lyf full of hope and peace

without any evil or strife.

One day i ll be the one

who i ve always wanted to be

who that is i still dont know

but atleast that ll be the REAL ME.

ONE DAY I LL DISCOVER

DISCOVER a new world of mine

with a new sun and the blue skies

and i ll be ready to RISE AND SHINE!

They say that gud things take time... but really great things happen in the blink of an eye!

As i was happily experiencing every great thing coming to me... not really effortlessly, but unexpectedly... when suddenly, there came a flood of vibrations to me which seemed to convey something vry strange, sumthing unwanted... and they complicated everything that earlier seemed so simple... as i becum an observer to thE dramatic changes taking place around me... some things fallinig into place effortlessly, and others shattering even after utmost care... just decide to remain quiet and watch...

the following poem i wrote when i felt this way last tym... that was when it rained in the city last tym... n the coincidence is that its raining even today... the weather has brought back the same old feelings...

MY UNEXPRESSED EMOTIONS

It was quiet a few hours back

warm outside and calm within

but now,

its stormy outside

and there's thunder in my heart!

the air seems to tell me something

something that's born within my own inner self

but couldnt find a way out to express

which now the weather seems to do.

the shaking of the trees

seems to be out my own frustration

the rain is the tear of my despair

the unusual storm is the uncertainity of my mind

that takes me forth for a moment

and drags me back for another.

i am standing near the window

since the storm started

looking for an answer

in the blues and the trees

but they all seem to be equally confused.

people are enjoying the weather

but "I" m busy observing

observing the cause of this sudden strangeness

that surrounds me in this familiar environment.

the storm gets wilder

the rain gets intense

deperate to express

my feelings and their emotions.

it feels strange

strange to see how

heavens can cry ini grief

and laugh in joy

i know not what the cause is today

my sense of judgement

this weather seems to destroy.

the feeling of despair

is grabbing me in its dents

the weather gives in to my unexpressed emotions

and the STORM QUIETLY ENDS!!!

For YOU...

A few Inspirational lines i wrote long back... thought it would help a few of my friends today...

keep looking forward
dont go back
however u are
you are on the right track.

people might find u right
they might take you wrong
dont care what others say
you have to go a way too long.

the sun will rise everyday
and so will the moon
i know its not that easy
but u ll reach ur destination very soon.

so what if people dont cease to fight
so what if nothing seems to go right
the blues sky is always above you
and the sun still shines the same bright.

so what if u dont succeed today
so what if u dont get your way
u still have a long way ahead
to wake your dreams and to stand your way.

sorrows and happiness
are not both apart
its your attitude that makes a difference
and the purity of your heart

whatever you are
whatever u ll be
i ll always be there
to make things better for u,
u ll see!!!
:)